The Transformation to Bobbie Jo

In making the transformation from male to female. I wasn't comfortable with buying things in public at first, so I bought some bra and panties online at Victoria's Secret. I actually got the right size on the first try which was an amazing feat in itself.

First, I started out with little things, like wearing panties and bras.As my transformation continued, I started buying other things, I bought additional pairs of panties, also bought a cute little babydoll nightie.

However, it soon became apparent that I would need to do something about my appearance as well if I was going to continue with this transformation. With the help of several dommes, I was about to embark on this part of my journey, to make my body more feminine.I started on a strict diet consisting of: Breakfast - Special K cereal with Soy Milk Lunch - Salad Dinner - Lean Cuisine.

I also cut out all sodas, diet and otherwise. I only drank water or gatorade, with the occassional orange juice. In the three months that I was on this diet, I lost 28 pounds. My body was now much more feminine looking. I have been complimented on my legs and my arms both. However, there were a few other areas of my body that needed to be feminzed as well at this particular point in my transformation.

Goddess said that I needed to get rid of the hair on my body. I have been somewhat fortunate that I never had any hair on my chest or back, however I did have hair on my arms and legs, and also on my face. At this point in tme, I also bought a cute little pair of shoes. I tried shaving my arms and legs, but that wasn't doing as good as I liked. I thought of using nair, and went to the grocery store and found it and bought it. I was a little nervous about this, especially doing my arms and legs, since it would be noticable by people at work.

One day I have hair on my arms, next day I don't. Hmmm.

I followed the directions and used the nair as indicated. I got in the shower to wash it off, and wow, the hair on my arms and legs came right off, just like it said it would do. My legs and arms were so smooth afterwards, it was incredible.

Next to go was my moustache if I really wanted to be a lady. I have basically had a moustache since I was 16 years old. However, I was getting serious about my transformation to become a lady, so it would have to go.

I got rid of my moustache, so now both my arms and legs were free of hair, and my moustache was gone too. I also bought a cute little purse, a pair of woman’s jeans and a cute little blouse too. As nice as this was, I needed a cute wig too. I also bought some make-up, first I started with lipstick and nail polish.

I put nail polish on both my fingernails and toenails. I bought nail polish remover for when I needed to go to work. I keep my toenails painted all of the time now. I dressed up nights after work, and all weekend.

I bought myself a cute red dress, and some big sunglasses. I also bought a cute little tinkerbell tote bag. too.

The sunglasses worked well, because I hadn't yet done anything permanent about the hair on my face or my eyebrows. Thanks to the guidance from the great ladies that have been helping me through this transformation, I made the decision to have something done about my eyebrows to make them more feminine and to also pursue laser hair removal for my face.

I searched the internet and found a plastic surgeon near me that would do laser hair removal. I contacted them, told them what I wanted, and that I was working on becoming a t-girl. They set up an appointmet for me. My next phone call was to a beauty palor to get my eyebrows made more feminine. The lady asked me why I wanted them that way, and I told her about my path to transformation. We set up an appointment for the next week.

After my first round of eyebrow treatments, I decided it was time for Bobbie Jo to come out in public. I put on my white blouse, my 4 inch high heels, and my ladies jeans. I went out to a swingers party a couple of hours from where I live.

I met a man there and we had an absolutely wonderful time. He was a real sweetheart. I wasn’t as passable then as I am now, but we still had a great time together. It was after this successful outing that I decided to continue down the road to feminization. I started on female hormones. I am taking feminol, evanesce, and Progynova (prescription) . I have been on female hormones since September 2007.

In October 2007, I created my website and have been adding to it ever since.

In January 2008, I dropped feminol and evanesce, and have been taking Progynova, Motiliun and Spiro since. (which are prescription and are actually doing something useful for my breasts, etc. as opposed to the herbal feminol and evanesce which weren't doing much for me.

I also started going out more and more as I became more confident in my look and much more at ease with my feminine body. I went to the grocery store, shopping at the mall, and stopped by other public places when I was all dolled up.

I also had my ears pierced in February 2008. I have also been using a breast pump on my breasts. I may go with SRS, but I would need help with it financially.

In March of 2008, I came out 24X7. I gave away all of my boy clothes to Goodwill.

The last place I worked at, they changed my employee badge to have my girl name and my girl photo. They then changed the nameplate on my cubicle to be my girl name, as well as changing my name to Bobbie Jo in the company directory, even before I had completed my legal name change.

I submitted the paperwork to have my legal name changed in early 2009 and was approved by the court within a couple of weeks.

In December of 2009, I started therapy to get my letters approving me for SRS. I hope to have my SRS in 2011, assuming I can get the funds together.

My family has accepted me, I have many fantastic friends, and I have a wonderful boyfriend.

I've had many people compliment me on my feminine voice, which I did by recording myself on the answering machine and playing it back until I reached the level I wanted.

I love being a tgirl, I have finally found my place in life.

Bobbie Jo

My sister has been wonderful about my transition, I couldn't have asked for a better sister than her. She means the world to me.

My mom has I believe finally accepted the news about me. She is unfortunately very religious and she was less than enthusiastic and told me I was going to hell, blah blah blah. Finally I had enough and emailed her this christian lady's website. http://www.teach-ministries.org/index.html I guess she read the website because she has been a lot better lately.

My brother has been okay, I'm not sure, he hasn't said a whole lot about it either way, I guess he just wants me to be happy.

My friends have been wonderful. I have a great support system, I have many great friends.

My co-workers where I used to work at work were terrific too. The guys were okay with my transition, but the ladies were great, I guess the ladies were thinking, yea, one more for the home team, lol. A few of the ladies have given me or bought me clothes, jewelry, etc. A special thank you to Linda and Jean for all of their help.

I guess I have always known something wasn't quite right. I never really hit it off with women a huge amount. The only woman that I really felt a real attraction and connection to was my high schol sweetheart. I hope she is doing okay and that all of her hopes and dreams come true.

I was dressed in a wedding gown at age 9 for halloween by my mom and grandmother, and even though it was halloween, I have to say that I kind of liked it even back then.

I have always been much closer to the female members of my family than the male members. I would play Scrabble with my Mom, Grandmother and my sister. I would be in the kitchen a lot while they were cooking

I remember my dad one time asking me if I was helpless. He was trying to explain some guy stuff to me, and I just wasn't getting it. I do remember thinking to myself, no, I am not helpless, but girls don't do that, I just wasn't interested in guy stuff. Oh, I made half-hearted attempts for awhile trying to do the guy thing, and work on cars, etc., but it just didn't interest me. I was much more interested doing the things that girls like to do. My brother exceled at working on cars, building things, etc. I was always amazed by my brother, he has a great talent.

The men would be out working on cars, etc. and that just didn't really interest me. The only time I was truly interested in what a man was up to would be when I was on my knees sucking them off.

It took a mistress to encourage me to take the first step to become a woman, but now that I have, I don't think I'll ever look back. I am truly very happy now for the first time in my life.

#1. I went to the post office to pick up a registered mail package. The lady said, can I see your drivers license? I said sure, here's my license. (keep in mind I haven't updated my legal stuff yet to have my new girl name, or new girl pic yet, will have that done soon) . The lady at the counter said: well, this is all very nice, but who are you? I need to see your drivers license. I said, well, that is me, for a little bit longer until I get all of my paperwork changed. She said, Oh my goodness, I am so sorry, you look great, I didn't even suspect anything at all. She apologized, went and got the package After she came back,. we talked for a few seconds, she asked me about the electrolysis, etc. how my transition was going, etc., etc. She was a very nice lady.

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#2. keep in mind that I have been using my feminine voice ever day now. A friend that I have known for awhile (he knew me before my transition), called me the other day. I knew it was him by the phone number showing on the display. I answered the phone in my feminine voice which I am using pretty much all the time now. He said, oh, I'm sorry I must have the wrong number and he hung up before I could say wait, wait, no it's me. I messaged him and said hey, did you just call me? You had the right number, that really was me. LOL, we shared a laugh over that.

1. get my two letters for SRS

2. get my funds together for SRS in 2011

3. finish the electrolysis on my facial area

4. finish the laser hair removal on my private area in prep for SRS

5. Lose 15 pounds

6. I would love to be in a bukkake porn movie with guys coming all over my face

7. I would like to get a job as an exotic dancer

8. Continue doing massage on the weekends

9. I want to do a wedding photo shoot, with me as the blushing bride. That is one of my dreams.

December 2009 - I received a diamond ring from Rob for christmas.

An email that I received on 9/26/08 from my ex where I was basically portrayed as a deviant, and unfit to be around my daughter. I can not begin to describe the pain that her words caused me. I hope to never have to go through that kind of hurt and emotional roller coaster ever again.

I replied back with some things that I guess made her think about some things and she finally realized what is truly important in this world is the way I treat my daughter and how much I love her.

April 2009 update to this answer. On April 6th 2009, I was told by my ex that I would never be allowed to see my daughter again. As you can imagine, this broke my spirit and my heart. Four days later, on April 10th, 2009 I was told by my employer that I no longer have a job. It is certainly a trying period for me right now, and it has taken every ounce of willpower and strength I have at the moment to continue down this journey called life. Fortunately I have some very good friends helping to keep my spirits up. A special thank you to Rob, Michelle, Cindi, and Lynn.

Without a doubt, making the decision to come out full time and become the woman I was always meant to be. People who have known me both before and after my transition say that I am so much happier now, that I have more energy, that I am a brighter and happier person. The dark circles under my eyes are gone (well, except when I screw up my makeup, lol). I am truly happy for probably the first time in my life.

Well, my initials are BJ (and that isn't a coincidence). Seriously, I love being on my knees, and I love it when a man grabs ahold of the back of my head and fucks me in the mouth.

I also love laying down on the bed, with my head over the side of the bed, this way a man can face fuck me, easily play with my breasts (or my tgirl clitty if he's so inclined) and when he's ready to cum, he can either ram his cock down my throat and shoot that delicious sperm in my mouth, or he can pull out and cum all over my face, or give me a nice sperm shampoo, or can come on my breasts, or hey, all four, I certainly do love being a cocksucking whore.

Hmm, I have so many to choose from, I'm not sure I can pick one. Let's see, would the golden showers that I received from a dozen women in the same night qualify? Or how about the night at the adult theatre where I sucked off and drank sperm from about a dozen men, including getting a couple of facials too? Or there's always the night I was giving a blowjob to another tgirl at the swingers club downstairs while people watched.

Then again, there's the time at my friend's inground pool where we were both naked (thanks to his privacy fence) and I was in the pool standing in the shallow end, he was out of the pool, standing there watching me, and all of a sudden he said, here would you like a drink, and he aimed his cock at my face and started peeing all over my face, in my mouth, on my hair, etc. It wasn't until a little later that we realized that just a few houses down someone was up working on his roof. I wonder how long he had been there, lol.

One website says it quite nicely: YOU ARE NOT ALONE.

LOL, well, I'm sure there's other girls just as talented, but remember, my initials are BJ (and that's not a coincidence).

I've been told by some of the guys that I've given blowjobs to, that they have never been able to come via oral sex before until I sucked them off.

I had a mistress tell me that her slave had never cum in a girls mouth before, but that was before he met tgirl cocksucking whore Bobbie Jo. Needless to say, I received a nice drink of cum that day from her slave.

For more examples, I had another man tell me that he had never been able to come in a girls mouth before via oral sex (and he gave me a nice big drink of sperm), and another man tell me that he had cum in only one other girls mouth besides mine.

I take those examples as proud compliments of my cocksucking abilities.

I just love wrapping my nice full cocksucker lips around a nice tasty cock. It feels so good in my mouth, and when I get a nice delicious drink of cum at the end, that is my reward for a blowjob well done.

Of course, I also love being on the receiving end of a good facial too.

Hmmmm, good question. I do love being a submissive little wench and being on all fours. Hmm, doggy style, WOOF ! This way a man can grab ahold of my hips and slide that cock of his right in my tight little backdoor, and fuck me like the whore I am.

I know now that I am not alone, there are many people that are in the wrong body and feel the way I do.