Jan 4th

I had a great new years in Ohio. We went over Gary's, we shot guns, I shot about 150 rounds with my 22, the guys shot off fireworks, etc. I sucked cock, I got fucked, I drank cum and some pee too. Yummy !! Hmm, me and 5 guys, sounds like decent odds, a good start anyway. Well, after airport hell the last 3 days trying to get from Ohio to Milwaukee, I finally made it back to Milwaukee at noon today. I worked from Ohio on Tuesday after my first flight was cancelled on Monday, but then Tuesday evening's flight was also cancelled, so I was stuck in Newark overnight Tuesday night. This is the year I will be having surgery to finally get my physical body to match my gender. In other news, I just got back from the doctor. He gave me a prescription for some antibacterial ointment, he wants to keep an eye on things...therefore he wants me back in 3 weeks, and he said we'd try to postpone any surgery options until my health insurance kicks in March 1st.

Jan 5th

Brunette moment of the day. At work, I was filling out the 2012 "out of office" schedule. I put my vacation time in for March, then started filling out the part where I would be out of the office for my surgery in August. I was happily typing in: "Bobbie--out for STD" (meaning short term disability). After I happily had one week filled out and was working on the second one, it dawned on me that STD could also mean sexually transmitted disease. I went back and changed everything to just say: "Bobbie---out".

Jan 8th
	What's that you say? You want me to do a sexually depraved act? Okay, I'm game, how many guys are involved, and will my face be coated in a milky white substance?

Jan 10th
	I am finalizing my telecommuting schedule for 2012. I started the process to apply for short term disability at work during my surgery in August.

Jan 11th
	Allright !! supposed to get 5 to 7 inches tonight. Oh, and I think someone said it might snow a little too, not sure.

Jan 14th
	I am sick and not feeling well, I am fighting a cold and it is winning. I am going to watch a little tv and then early to bed, late to rise. Another rim on my camaro is on its last leg, so I need to just replace them all, if anyone knows of 4 camaro rims for sell, let me know please, thanks. I'm going to mail another payment to my surgeon with the next paycheck,.

Jan 16th
	I'm slightly more alive today. Sunday I stayed in my housecoat and in bed most of the day. Today, I am feeling slightly better, still have a lot of cough and congestion, but I was able to get myself out of bed and take a nice hot shower, and run to the grocery store for a few minutes. Tomorrow I will try going to work.

Jan 20th

I had a nice time yesterday. We had out holiday party at work. They had comedians and they were great. I am slowly feeling better each day. now, on to the next topic. So I need 4 new wheels for my camaro. Now sorry guys, but I don't get this. My tires are 245-50-zr16, so WHY do wheels come in 16X8, 16X7.5, or 16X7? what the hell is this second number? Then I get told by someone it's the "aspect ratio".....HELLO, WHAT THE HELL IS AN ASPECT RATIO ? Let's start over, I now nothing about this, I consider knowing what tire I need a big accomplishment, I don't understand this nonsense of 16X7, 16X7.5 or 16X8 wheel rims, it's either a 16 inch tire or it isn't. I need wheel rims that fit a 245-50-zr16 inch tire, lets leave it at that and quit making this difficult. I consider knowing how to check the oil and the antifreeze a huge accomplishment, I don't know about detailed car stuff. This is what I don't get, I do not understand why people complicate things to the NTH degree. If my tire is 16", and my wheel rim is 7.5, then CHANGE the tire size from 245-50-zr16 to the correct size of 16X7.5. DONE, then I instantly know both my tire and the rim size from a quick glance, whereas now, the only people that know how a 245-50-zr16 translates into a 7.5 inch rim are two scientists, a mechanic in the deep south, and a magical warthog.

Jan 22nd

I received a letter from a lawyer yesterday, seems wells fargo wants to foreclose on my house. The usual, we've done everything we can to help you nonsense, hmm, sorry mr. or mrs. lawyer, but your client wells fargo is a bunch of low life lying scum. I will correct the lies in their letter and respond to them this week. Now, let's see, what color should my nails be painted this week? I am thinking a nice shade of red, maybe cocksucker red.

Jan 24th
	I am starting to get travel details together for my surgery in August. Less than 7 months now until surgery. I also need to get my paperwork completed for short term disability at work.

Jan 25th
	We now have our accommodations all set in Montreal, so my boyfriend will have a place to bed down while I am recovering. Tomorrow I will call my doctor to set a date to have my pre-surgery tests done. I need to finish the paperwork for short-term disability, decide how we will get there, and then finish paying the surgeon. August 20th, 2012 is getting closer everyday.

Jan 26th

My doctor's appointment is set for June 14th. This is for the six tests I need for my surgery in August. The date is getting closer, I'm starting to realize this is actually going to happen. Even though I am already all woman, I am looking forward to the day that my physical body matches my gender. Now the only things I have left to do are finish paying the surgeon ($4,300 left to pay), and then decide how we are going to get there, car or plane?

Jan 27th
	I will be back in Ohio working from home starting on February 27th, then in Milwaukee from middle of june, until middle of July. Columbus from mid July until Mid august, then off to Montreal for Gender Reassignment Surgery. Recovering at home after that, until the middle of October when I will be back in Milwaukee for 2 months. The best of both worlds, I will get to see my friends in both places.

Jan 28th
	I painted my nails tonight, a nice shade of cocksucker red.

Jan 29th

August 20th is less than 7 months away now. I still remember February of 2008 when I went to get my ears pierced. I was worried it would hurt, and the lady gave me a teddy bear to hold to comfort me while she was doing it. She held my ear, I took a deep breath and I said I'm ready now, she said, well good, because I'm done with that ear, now I'll do the other one. It didn't even hurt, I didn't even really feel it, and I was all worried about that. In other news, there is nothing like getting fucked really good, and ending up with the guy pulling out and cumming all over my face. Yummy.

Jan 31st

Allright, looks like I have new tires with rims. My landlord had 5 corvette tires and 5 corvette rims with very low mileage on them. He took me to work today and put the tire on my car while I was at work and it seemed to work okay. So, I will buy the tires and rims off of him and hey, actually have new tires, new rims, and a full size spare instead of this stupid thing I have now. In August I will have a new pussy. It will be thanksgiving before I can use it, which brings a whole new meaning to getting stuffed on turkey day.

Feb 1st
	Looking good! My landlord took me to work today and then put the new tires and rims on my car while I was at work. He also washed my car for me. I didn't even recognize the camaro when he pulled up to work in it. Clean with new corvette tires and rims, looking good !!!!

Feb 4th
	I love my car with the new corvette rims and wheels, these are great. I will be back in Ohio in three weeks.

Feb 5th
	It is time to start cleaning out the car in preparation for moving back to Ohio.

Feb 7th

There was a post on another girl's facebook page that I agree with 100%. People who say, “I am a lover NOT a fighter” are full of shit !!! If you love something, you WILL fight for it. People often confuse gender orientation and sexual orientation and think they are one in the same, they are not. My gender orientation is of course female, my sexual orientation is bisexual. From tsgirlfriend.com - What? you say. But a woman doesn't have a penis, does she? YES! We sometimes are born that way, but all are still women. Let's examine a few things: What makes you a woman or a man? Is it your genitals? If you are a guy and your penis is cut off tomorrow, would you all of a sudden become a female? NO! Look at what happened to John Bobbitt, who had his penis cut off. Did he become a woman all of a sudden until it was reattached? NO!

Feb 8th
	I have a friend in Wisconsin whose wife is in the ICU and she will probably die today sometime, it does not look good. I am very sad, and keeping him in my thoughts. Update-I just found out that she passed away. I am sitting here crying. Okay, enough already, that's the second death this week, I just got back from a funeral for someone's Mom.

Feb 11th
	I received another answer in response to my "what would you like to see on this website" question. People want to see some action pics, okay, good idea, I need a photographer, and 50 guys who want a good blowjob and who want to cum all over my face. I will see if we can get some pics of me in action being a cocksucking whore..

Feb 13th
	I got pissed off at work today, started packing a box with my personal stuff, came close to turning in my 2 week notice. I was not very amused. Anyway, tomorrow's another day. I received a request for some pictures in "something chic". Okay, that sounds like a good idea too. I'll get to work on that when I get back to Ohio since Rob is a photographer, so he can take some pics of me.

Feb 14th
	HAPPY VALENTINES DAY Love, Bobbie Jo

Feb 14th - #2
	I am donating blood tomorrow. I had a nice iron-rich dinner tonight, and also took an iron supplement. Hopefully they will prevent me from fainting tomorrow, since I have fainted the last couple of times I have donated blood.

Feb 15th
	I gave blood today, and I didn't faint, so that's good. I ate an iron rich supper last night, and took an iron supplement last night and this morning. My blood pressure was 116/64, pulse 72, temp of 98.5, and hemoglobin was 15. I am packing some boxes tonight for my return to Ohio next Friday. I am in the mood to be curled up beside someone tonight.

Feb 17th
	one more week until I head to Ohio.

Feb 18th

Toothless - Okay, so here I am at a club last night, enjoying myself, having a good time, and I'm in the middle of a conversation when one of my crowns falls out. YIKES. Not only did it fall out, I had no clue where it went to. Fortunately the area we were in had pretty much cleared out, people went to the dance floor downstairs. So here I am on my hand and knees (insert wise a** comments from the peanut gallery here).....looking through the carpet for my tooth. No luck, even checked the stairs, no tooth. YIKES, tipsy and no tooth, not a good combination. Looked through the ice in the glasses, nope, no tooth here either, hmmm, didn't feel like I swallowed it. Now what ? I had my purse open during the night, so I went to a separate table and started pulling things out of my purse looking for my tooth. Hmmm, one side empty no tooth. Okay, put everything back in that side, start emptying the other side. I had removed mascara, about 4 tubes of lipstick, mirror, hair brush, etc., and lo and behold what did I feel in the next handful of stuff....A TOOTH, YEA !!! Fortunately I had some fixadent with me, so I went bouncing off to the bathroom in my 5 inch heels, and reattached my tooth. This was my first time at this particular club, I'm sure I made a "great impression" on everyone there. I will be getting this tooth re-cemented when I get back to Ohio.

Feb 20th

I went to see the movie Safe House on Sunday, wore my 5 inch heels to the movie and dinner. Friday and Saturday nights out I wore my 5 inch heels and a cute dress. No snow, and its in the 40s so time to take advantage of the mild winter weather. I now have 6 months left until my surgery date. I'm going to make another payment to my surgeon at the end of the month and that will mean I only have $2200 left to pay after that.

Feb 21st

I had my health assessment today. My blood pressure was 115/65, total cholesterol was well under 200, good cholesterol was 45, bad cholesterol was 68. My bmi was slightly higher than it should be, and when I get back to ohio, I am going to work on losing about 15 pounds. I always put on a few pounds over the winter and lose it in the spring and summer. It's easy to be born as the correct gender, however it takes work, courage, strength and determination to transition into the correct gender.

Blog entry for Feb 22nd

I am posting this for a friend, and I am planning on attending on March 3rd as well. GREATER TOLEDO GLBT CHILI COOK OFF   OutSkirts 5038 Lewis Ave, Toledo, OH March 3rd 2012 3:00 pm till 6:00 pm   This event is a fund raising event for “The OPL” The Toledo areas only Transgender Support, Activity & Social Network Judging will begin at 3:30 with awards announced at 6:00 pm (must still be at your booth area to receive awards. There will be 3 overall winner cash awards 1st place $50.00 ~ 2nd place $25.00 ~ 3rd place $10.00 There will also be certifies for  the best in the categories of  "Hottest", "People's Choice", "Vegetarian",  "Best Dressed Chef" and “Most Creative Concoction”.   Chef participants must provide a minimum of 12 quarts of chili prepared off-site and transported “Ready-to-Eat” to OutSkirts. (More than 12 quart is better) All ingredients and food safty, are your responsibility Ladle to serve Heating source to keep your chili warm. {Electric hot plat or portable burner, etc.} {due to space} A max of 2 people behind your booth area at a time.   Rules The Chili can NOT be store bought! Entry donation of $10.00 must be paid in advance with entry form. (non-refundable) Dead line to enter and all participants must be set up before 2:30 pm March 3rd 2010 Participant is responsible for ladling out their own chili to guest. {No self serve} Chili bowls, Spoons, Crackers, and Napkins will be supplied by the event host. Each participant is responsible for policing and cleaning up the area at the end of the cook-off and removing all items from the area. No items shall be allowed to remain after the close of the Cook-off. All Participates are “at their own risk”. The OPL or Outskirts  or those involved with this fundraiser/event, is not liable for losses or damages resulting from participation in this event. Event host reserve the right to change or modify these rules at any time. Any changes will be communicated to all entrants.   Judging The judges will be looking for:   Texture: The texture of the meat shall not be tough or mushy Flavor: The chili should have good flavoring and chili pepper taste (not too hot or not too mild) Consistency: Chili should be a smooth combination of meat and gravy not too thin or too thick Spice and taste: Blending of the spices and how well they have permeated the meat Aroma: This will be a personal preference of the judge Color: The submitted chili should look appetizing Personal dress and prep of the “Chef” The decisions of the judges are final.   TO ENTER THE CHILI COOK-OFF CONTACT RANAE COLE @ Ranaecole@gmail.com or call/text 419.551.0821

Feb 23rd
	I've got two suitcases packed now, still another suitcase to pack and also some stuff I still need to put in tote bags. I will be leaving for Ohio after work on Friday.